"I want to carry you in me, nameless, and pass you on with a new and tender gesture I did not know before."

- Etty Hillesum

Archives

November 10, 2007 - Back?
June 19, 2007 - Just a break.
June 05, 2007 - Caddy day in the pool.
June 01, 2007 - Sleep! And sleep, and sleep!
May 30, 2007 - Happy days are here again ...
May 24, 2007 - The intrepid traveler.
May 15, 2007 - Variousness.
May 09, 2007 - Tired!
May 06, 2007 - Quick check-in, boring.
May 02, 2007 - Resolution.
April 28, 2007 - Hitting bottom, I hope.
April 27, 2007 - No news is bad news.
April 27, 2007 - No news is bad news.
April 27, 2007 - No news is bad news.
April 27, 2007 - No news is bad news.
April 21, 2007 - I'm a killer.
April 18, 2007 - Happy baby.
April 14, 2007 - To sleep, perchance to dream ...
April 12, 2007 - Whales are larger than elephants.
April 03, 2007 - I hate the word \"whatever.\"
March 27, 2007 - News. Bad.
March 24, 2007 - Merrily we roll along!
March 21, 2007 - Better, somewhat.
March 10, 2007 - Another bitchy update.
March 05, 2007 - I can be fixed!
March 05, 2007 - I can be fixed!
March 03, 2007 - No sleep 'til Brooklyn.
February 25, 2007 - More baby ramblings.
February 24, 2007 - A little better today.
February 23, 2007 - More of the same.
February 19, 2007 - No more bitching this week.
February 18, 2007 - Not much to say.
February 13, 2007 - Not a light and fluffy update.
February 09, 2007 - Stressing.
February 06, 2007 - Electrical stimulation of the WHAT?
February 05, 2007 - Lions and tigers and bears, oh my!
February 01, 2007 - A post about my problems. Feel free to ignore.
January 29, 2007 - My fussy update.
January 25, 2007 - In-laws and outlaws.
January 21, 2007 - Baby medicine.
January 19, 2007 - Healthy girl.
January 17, 2007 - Sleeping baby.
January 15, 2007 - Sleep, sort of.
January 14, 2007 - Not letting her steer the ship.
January 09, 2007 - Quick sitz.
January 05, 2007 - Fussy.
January 04, 2007 - The good and the uncomfortable.
December 26, 2006 - Baby!
December 18, 2006 - I'm in love.
December 18, 2006 - I'm in love.
December 17, 2006 - Birthday.
December 15, 2006 - Poop.
December 14, 2006 - Let's get this show on the road!
December 13, 2006 - Nuttin', honey.
December 10, 2006 - A whole lotta nothing going on.
December 08, 2006 - Grump, grump, grump.
December 07, 2006 - BH.
December 06, 2006 - Not ready yet.
December 01, 2006 - Excruciating
November 30, 2006 - Newest and bluest.
November 27, 2006 - Various baby stuff.
November 25, 2006 - Catching up.
November 21, 2006 - Truth is.
November 19, 2006 - Baby stuff, baby stuff.
November 17, 2006 - A surprise, in more ways than one.
November 16, 2006 - Spa ... aaaaah.
November 15, 2006 - Downgraded.
November 13, 2006 - It's not about me. And that's good.
November 11, 2006 - The joys of the third trimester.
November 10, 2006 - Fluid.
November 06, 2006 - Family. Can't live with 'em, can't ...
November 05, 2006 - The baby doesn't like Seinfeld.
November 03, 2006 - Speaking of bad things ...
November 02, 2006 - Godzilla Baby.
October 29, 2006 - A little of this ,a little of that.
October 25, 2006 - Sleep ... glorious sleep!
October 23, 2006 - NOT ready for my close-up.
October 18, 2006 - Big baby. BIG baby.
October 17, 2006 - No exercise today.
October 15, 2006 - I'm a ramblin' (wo)man ...
October 11, 2006 - Something fun.
October 10, 2006 - Pleasant surprise.
October 09, 2006 - The day so far.
October 09, 2006 - Continuing theme ... tired.
October 05, 2006 - Boob Day.
October 04, 2006 - OB update.
October 04, 2006 - Happy dust.
October 03, 2006 - Mister Organic Man.
October 01, 2006 - Rainy day my ass.
September 30, 2006 - Plan, schman.
September 30, 2006 - Lucky number seven.
September 29, 2006 - Needing a break.
September 27, 2006 - Lucky me, I have Blue.
September 24, 2006 - Still tired.
September 21, 2006 - Easy come, easy go.
September 20, 2006 - Lovin' that anemia.
September 18, 2006 - The miracle that is cake.
September 12, 2006 - Ugly duckling.
September 11, 2006 - Rain!
September 11, 2006 - Olive oil. Not just for cooking anymore.
September 07, 2006 - Channeling my inner Homer Simpson.
September 06, 2006 - Pain. And Paint.
September 05, 2006 - Can't you just feel the sunshine?
September 04, 2006 - Something light, then something heavy.
August 31, 2006 - Excited. Sad. Glad. Paths diverge.
August 28, 2006 - The poor wall.
August 26, 2006 - Stuff. We need lots of stuff.
August 24, 2006 - A little motivation.
August 23, 2006 - Whole lotta nothing.
August 21, 2006 - Random Monday thoughts.
August 19, 2006 - A short note.
August 19, 2006 - Bad week.
August 16, 2006 - Pain, pain, go away ...
August 15, 2006 - Maternity support.
August 14, 2006 - For Fisher Queen
August 11, 2006 - The travels.
August 10, 2006 - Just a brief one ...
August 04, 2006 - Safer car? Give me a bubble.
August 03, 2006 - Time, time, time.
August 02, 2006 - Bras are expensive.
July 31, 2006 - Delicious but not nutritious.
July 29, 2006 - Paisley sucks.
July 25, 2006 - Second entry in one day ... amazing!
July 25, 2006 - Oh, girl!
July 24, 2006 - Updates. Here I am. Hello!
July 11, 2006 - Time to start gender stereotyping!
July 09, 2006 - Dog tired.
July 07, 2006 - There's no dog whisperer here, apparently.
July 04, 2006 - Small programming note.
July 03, 2006 - Swat it to the ground.
June 28, 2006 - My baby the chipmunk.
June 26, 2006 - Domestic Goddess.
June 24, 2006 - Fences and winkies and thunderstorms.
June 22, 2006 - Luck be a table.
June 19, 2006 - Memory lane.
June 18, 2006 - A new look for the journal. Sort of.
June 18, 2006 - Time to be.
June 13, 2006 - Stuff of no interest, really.
June 11, 2006 - There's more at the door.
June 08, 2006 - Swimming dogs, laughing owner.
June 06, 2006 - I think I swallowed a canteloupe.
June 01, 2006 - The amazing dancing baby.
May 30, 2006 - Stuff.
May 24, 2006 - Superficial me.
May 19, 2006 - Eeeeh.
May 17, 2006 - Go on, take the MSN and run ... woo, woo ...
May 15, 2006 - Snozberries.
May 13, 2006 - Pregnancy buddies!
May 07, 2006 - Resentful? Me? Okay, yeah, just a little.
May 03, 2006 - HI MOM AND DAD!
May 01, 2006 - The miracle that is cake.
April 30, 2006 - Random thoughts on a Sunday.
April 26, 2006 - Saltines and gauze.
April 24, 2006 - Complete with heartbeat.
April 24, 2006 - Not calm. No peace. Making myself nuts.
April 22, 2006 - Reality check.
April 21, 2006 - Nausea and heartburn and barf, oh my!
April 20, 2006 - Checking in.
April 15, 2006 - Moving right along.
April 12, 2006 - Bless Dr. Puppy
April 11, 2006 - I can breathe again.
April 10, 2006 - Drat.
April 07, 2006 - Pregnant. For certain.
April 06, 2006 - Still not believing.
April 05, 2006 - Pregnant - maybe.
April 05, 2006 - No news is ... no news.
April 03, 2006 - Tired.
March 31, 2006 - All part of the fun infertility process.
March 30, 2006 - Hanging around.
March 29, 2006 - I have embryos.
March 29, 2006 - And then Blue said, \"Let there be light.\"
March 24, 2006 - An update.
March 15, 2006 - The 80's ... a mistake? No. Ant-tastic.
March 14, 2006 - Estrogen is working. I'm a ticking time bomb.
March 13, 2006 - Two birds successfully killed ...
March 10, 2006 - The plan.
March 06, 2006 - Basket-casey.
March 02, 2006 - Perhaps love is like a resting place ...
February 28, 2006 - Goes to show you ...
February 27, 2006 - Personal trainers are not likeable.
February 25, 2006 - Drama landed in my lap this week.
February 23, 2006 - Cake or death! Oh, cake please.
February 20, 2006 - Some days, more than others.
February 16, 2006 - Off the deep end.
February 15, 2006 - Rejoice in the shedding of the tissue.
February 14, 2006 - More of the ironies of life. Maybe.
February 11, 2006 - A little shot’ll do ya.
February 10, 2006 - Fixing the look of the journal.
February 10, 2006 - Things you don't need to know about your surgery.
February 06, 2006 - Tell me to do what I want, or I'll do it anyway.
February 04, 2006 - Now I've gone and done it.
February 03, 2006 - I really am that dumb.
February 03, 2006 - What a drag it is getting old.
January 31, 2006 - Schadenfreude.
January 26, 2006 - Money can buy you happiness.
January 26, 2006 - Bidet today? Nay, I say.
January 24, 2006 - Screw wholesome ... it's time to debauch.
January 22, 2006 - How Lucy Got Her Groove Back.
January 21, 2006 - Groucy and gripey.
January 20, 2006 - Water, water, everywhere.
January 19, 2006 - The pain is a nice distraction.
January 18, 2006 - From bad to you’ve got to be fucking kidding me.
January 17, 2006 - Ouch!
January 16, 2006 - It's ectopic. Or, it was ectopic.
January 11, 2006 - How did I get here?
January 11, 2006 - A quite note about this journal.

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